丸山 彩 「Maruyama Aya」 (
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day 235 ● an empathy test
Wednesday:
☑ Blade: restraint; blindfold; food (9 pt)
☑ Cobalt: food; movie; hug; pampering; teaching (8 pt)
☑ Hiryuu: worries (3 pt)
☑ Hurricane: never have i ever (3 pt)
☑ Levi: hug; hair washing (4 pt)
☑ Moxie: hug; worries; activity (7 pt)
☑ Sabre: hold hands; confession (6 pt)
☑ Shrike: hold hands (1 pt)
☑ Thorn: piercing; hug (6 pt)
☑ Yugi: hold hands; learning (2 pt)
K:
☑ A: worries (3 pt)
☑ D.Va: confession; hold hands; fast car; activity (12 pt)
☑ Hiryuu: stab (5 pt)
☑ Hurricane: confession (5 pt)
☑ Skylark: fight; broken rib (10 pt)
☑ Blade: restraint; blindfold; food (9 pt)
☑ Cobalt: food; movie; hug; pampering; teaching (8 pt)
☑ Hiryuu: worries (3 pt)
☑ Hurricane: never have i ever (3 pt)
☑ Levi: hug; hair washing (4 pt)
☑ Moxie: hug; worries; activity (7 pt)
☑ Sabre: hold hands; confession (6 pt)
☑ Shrike: hold hands (1 pt)
☑ Thorn: piercing; hug (6 pt)
☑ Yugi: hold hands; learning (2 pt)
K:
☑ A: worries (3 pt)
☑ D.Va: confession; hold hands; fast car; activity (12 pt)
☑ Hiryuu: stab (5 pt)
☑ Hurricane: confession (5 pt)
☑ Skylark: fight; broken rib (10 pt)
Re: moxie
[glomphugs]
Re: moxie
[yes, this is one of them.
[Enjoy the slight surprise this induces, though it's very quickly swept away by affection as Wednesday hugs back.]
Oh, of course...! I'm sorry, you surprised me.
Re: moxie
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[Nope, just more affection here. Wednesday is a dumb dog who loves you.]
Is there anything else you really want to do?
Re: moxie
Hmhm. . . lots of these here three-pointers look doable, yeah? We could do something fun together, go to the rolley-coasters, talk about worries, do a memory. . . eeeehh, almost any of 'em, really.
Re: moxie
[Suddenly! Concern!!
[Moxie always seems so carefree. Wednesday hates to think that maybe she's been worried about something all along, and just hasn't felt able to tell her.]
Re: moxie
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[Yes, seem, Wednesday. Seem. So do you. She colors, and looks away. Shamefaced.]
I'm sorry. I should have realized.
Re: moxie
[PINCHES HER CHEEKS]
Re: moxie
[Now she feels bad and her cheeks hurt. She rubs them.]
I'm sorry...
Re: moxie
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[She closes her eyes. God, this is awful. What an idiot she is.]
I suppose I just... I hoped that you'd tell me, if there was anything troubling you like that, instead of feeling like you had keep it to yourself. If you can't even do that... then I've not been a very good friend to you, have I? I'm sorry.
Re: moxie
I didn't. . . it weren't like I felt like I had to keep it. I just––didn't? Was silly nonsense stuff, is all.
Re: moxie
[She still feels awful. Way beyond anything Moxie has said or done, and the guilt on her face has Wednesday feeling even worse. No - why is she feeling bad? This is her mess, isn't it? Her stupid, thoughtless--]
Can I tell you something? Is that okay?
Re: moxie
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[Dawn.
[It still hurts, to think about her.]
I've... never been very good at knowing how to - help, when new people arrive. The first time... with Dawn-san... it went really badly. I was too busy trying to be a reliable senpai to her, that I didn't try hard enough to be her friend. And she ended up feeling that nobody was there to support her. Ever since then... I've been worried I'd do the same thing again. But...
Moxie-chan, it looks like I've gone too far. I wanted to be your friend so much, I forgot to support you properly.
[She lowers her head, and bows.]
So. Please... I promise to be more reliable, if you'll let me try.
Re: moxie
[Confusion that shifts to mild surprise and concern.]
You don't gotta cram yerself into a role for me. You just gotta be you. I been thinking since day one, I really lucked out, landing feet-first on the peppers team.
Re: moxie
[She straightens; catches Moxie by the hands.]
I - thank you. I'll... I suppose I should just try to relax? But - I... definitely want you to feel like - even if it's just about the weather, and you just want someone to listen? I'll always be happy to help, if you're ever worried.
[This is all absolutely, utterly, as painfully earnest as it sounds.]
Re: moxie
Eheheh, was just an embarrassing sort, I suppose.
Re: moxie
[She squeezes Moxie's hands, briefly, then lets go.]
U-um, anyway... is there anything you'd like to do, while we're here?
Re: moxie
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[SUPER EXCITED, guess who loves things like this?! She takes a quick look around.]
It looks like they've got some things we could use here... or I could run back to the dorms and get my stuff, if you'd rather.
[Oh maybe she'll be able to paint Moxie's nails...!]
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